So... 49 is officially looming in the windshield. While my instinct is to floor it and try to run that sucker into the ground, past evidence has shown me that it does no good, so I guess I must check the rear-view instead.
First, though - my apologies. The past week has been a busy one, with an out of town visitor and a seasonal depression throwing me off my game. I'm not promising to never miss a day, but I will try to be significantly more frequent.
Back to the rear view. This time last year, I was 145 lbs heavier, Moose was still an only child, Delivered Dish counted me as one of their best customers, Mom was a rancher, Roger didn't have to sneak Dinty Moore, and I'd never heard of ULMS. This has been the most eventful year I can remember (of course, my long-term memory sucks, but still...)
It started out horrific - literally horrific, a set out of a horror movie, blood splashing everywhere and me terrified I was going to bleed out before they could stop it. After 24 hours, an emergency D&C and a couple of pints of blood back in me (along with a bit where my blood pressure dropped down to zombie levels after the surgery), Dr Scott (yes, she really was named Dr Scott) patched me up, sent me home, and I thought we were good to go, until she called me on Saturday afternoon - never good when they call you on a Saturday.
But there were a lot of good things that came out of the year of the bad plumbing - I've gotten so much closer to my family than I was, and connected with friends I'd lost touch with. I've also reconnected with parts of my body I'd also lost touch with. It's been a hard journey - boy, has it been hard, but we've made it through. The year of being patient is almost up... enough of a pause, time to move forward.
So, what's ahead - April 11th, I see Dr. Steiner. Two days short of a year from when I got that first phone call, I'll find out when we move forward with the surgery. Here's hoping this coming year is a lot less interesting.
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